Notes to my DadMy father fell ill April 2013 and passed away on Father's Day 2013. I still have so much I didn't get to say to him. I created this blog to help me cope with his death by recording all the things I wish I could have said to him. Never take your family for granted. Never stay mad over silly things. One day they will be gone and wishing you had done things differently is the worst feeling.
April 2015 my stepdad, Kenny, contracted pneumonia, in August he passed away. In two years time I've lost both of my dads. I was so lucky to have to wonderful fathers.
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I love you! Today someone’s grandma passed away and it made me cry over you again. Every time someone else’s parent passes away it brings me back. You are missed every day.
We finally stopped by the cemetery when we were home last week to put some flowers out for you. I know it’s the first time we’ve been back since we buried you. In all honesty, I’ve avoided it because I … Continue reading
Such a gorgeous sunset right over the place where we spread your ashes looking out at Elk Mountain. So many people showed up to pay their respects at the service. So many great stories were told and it was obvious … Continue reading
Dear Dad, Twice in the same day this past week I managed to speak to someone about your passing, without welling up with tears. That’s a first after two years. Part of me is happy to have some small level … Continue reading
This year it didn’t sneak up on me so I had a day to two to prepare myself. In my heart I’m calling you to wish you a happy birthday.
Last night I dreamt that Danny and his family arrived at my house early to surprise me for Christmas. No sooner did I burst with joy, you walked in behind him…. but even in my dream I knew it couldn’t … Continue reading
I dreamt about you last night. I was crying and you hugged me and asked what was wrong. I could only say that I wasn’t ready to lose you, it was too soon. And that’s really how I feel every … Continue reading