Twice in the same day this past week I managed to speak to someone about your passing, without welling up with tears. That’s a first after two years. Part of me is happy to have some small level of healing happening but I still miss you deeply and cry over losing you often. Later that night I did shed some tears which I don’t mind because I know it means my heart is still full of love for you.
Soon we are going home to visit the family and already I am feeling the pain of visiting your grave. I know that my heart will shatter all over again.
All my love…. sis